with lots of questions about himself,
unmerciful, unpleasant and burning questions,
which can not be resisted or avoided,
because these questions are pointing
on the meaning and purpose of life,
the human mission and his destiny,
and touching the bottom of
the mystery of our actions,
the limit of any evidence.
There are huge inner fights
and crush of disonant feelings
of unknown origin and meaning
within the underground man."
(art by Eric Lacombe)